This music hurts my ears, so I'm sorry I can't write a good chapter. So yes everyone is getting better, I'm getting worse hehe. so here it is ....
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(5 years later)
"go away! go away! where is he? where is he?"
Brian is screaming, trying to break everything around him, just like a little baby, like a hysterical girl. The girl, how funny does it sound now? everything what they were working for, why he was famous, the girly look, the arrogance, amazing voice, perfect lyrics and now he was here, weak, fragile, alone.
His son was staring at him and he didn't recognize him, he thought he lost everything and couldn't see that he has it, she was there taking the hand of their son, taking him away, trying to save their little person, the proof of their love, the proof of forgotten love, the proof of happy years.
Curly haired boy was looking at his daddy with his big brown eyes, eyes where you could see everything. He is such a bad liar, eyes show you always the true.
The 9 years old boy went out with his mother, they were eating in silence while brain was crying, screaming and scratching the nurse.
He came, again. It was a day when he said to himself that he should visit him. Once in a year, that's all he got. One fucking visit once in a year.
He didn't understand her, how could she stay with him and he he run away? Brian didn't care about Helena, he could remember Cody as 4 years old child and Stefan, the only person who could make him happy comes for a visit once in a year. It was easier, much much easier that to fight. Helena decided to stay with Brian, because of their strange love, because of some self harming thing probably.
Stefan could see that Cody wasn't like other 9 years olds, despite his mother's look he was a total Brian.
Calm, thoughtful but little bit sneaky and quite intelligent for his age.
The house where they live is a creepy place, creepy and beautiful, they moved away from London, the house is small, much more classy than the flat where they used to live. It was clear that it wasn't picked up by Brian.Both Helena and Brian used to be very artistic but Brian didn't care about the present and Helena didn't care about design anymore.
She did photographs for happy couples, sweet kids and people who just needed a pic for their passport. It was crazy, after all her work she ended up here.
But Stefan he moved away, his new home is in Spain, he is touring with Hotel Persona, continuing his successful career.
He left him, yes he did but he is not a strong person.
"hey Bri, how are you man?"
he tried to smile, knew that Brain will be happy to see him
"Stef! finally! where are you? we need to go, we need to play, people are waiting, PLACEBO, PLACEBO"
Stefan got tears on his eyes
"Sure Bri, people are waiting. let's play"
and when Brian started to sing Without you I'm nothing, Stefan cried, he couldn't bare it anymore, he knew Brian was in the middle of the gig and he he was there, he left the man, this man who loved him and he couldn't face it, he couldn't face that he loves him too.
He could feel a hand on his shoulder. He looked up, she smiled at him.
sad, comforting smile and they cried in silence, together. two people who loved him forever.
"without you I'm nothing"
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so how do you like this strange triangle?
I have no idea what I'm gonna write in the next chapter :D
sorry for mistakes
thanks for reading
please your opinion is pretty important, remember it
"without you, I'm nothing"
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